A Prayer (For White Bodies)1

by Cristien Storm, artwork by Erica Bucci

We don’t need just any prayer

 

White bodies need an anti-racist prayer

We need an anti-racist prayer 

that punches with the force of a million curled biceps

inhabits space like a murmuration of warrior hummingbirds

 

White folks need an anti-racist prayer that makes the impossible seem possible

wakes us

shakes us

 

makes us sing

 

then makes us 

listen deep 

and wide 

a thousand deer cocking heads in unison

still but not frozen

silent, listening 

 

ready to respond 

 

We need hymns 

that make visions of collective liberation swirl like celebratory bonfire smoke

up into hopes and visions

down onto exposed skin

floating into our lungs

and the back of our skulls

infiltrating our dreams

 

We need spider web prayers of commitment 

woven together with rain droplets 

sparkling in morning light

whispering: 

 

can you feel bodies before there was this thing called whiteness 

can you feel their struggle in your bones 

can you feel their resistance to domination vibrating in each and every one of your cells

can you feel them, our ancestor accomplices roaring in your bloodstream

invisible to western scientific eye 

necessary for revolutionary hearts

 

And if we listen

like a thousand deer

with clear-minded right-sized intention 

they will tell us:

 

stand up

unfreeze,

chest to the sun

face to the sky

 

They will ask us to sing

 

and we will sing.

 

We don’t need just any prayer

 

White bodies need an anti-capitalist prayer

We need an anti-capitalist prayer

that shoulder rolls colonial intellectualism 

hip checks academia

 

White bodies need an anti-capitalist prayer

that can slingshot expert-izing culture into the stratosphere

elbow strike a wide path into collective history 

 

We need an anti-capitalist prayer 

that roundhouse kicks inequity

foot stomps expansion and extraction 

makes curiosity reflexive 

 

like a flinch 

 

We need an anti-capitalist prayer that 

shouts out white supremacy target points 

so accomplices know where to direct radical love and protective shields of compassion

 

White folks need an anti-capitalist prayer 

songs shattering institutions and systems

shards showering down 

slicing manifest destiny and market forces into 

tiny 

sparkling

obsolete 

dazzling

 

pieces. 

 

sing.

 

We don’t need just any prayer

White bodies need an anti-fascist prayer

an anti-fascist prayer that is 

fast like tornado

brilliant like wind

able to infiltrate like dandelion tuffs 

fluttering airborne in a summer night breeze

nimble like snowflakes 

solid 

a frozen lake

impenetrable

petrified wood

 

An anti-fascist prayer 

sneaky like fog

tenacious like hurricane 

insidious like native weeds  

rooting into our bloodstreams and into our soil

climbing over walls 

smothering barriers in verdant vines

gripping 

loving arms 

layering dirt with falling leaves 

sweet sulfur compost 

reduction of dried, dying yard waste of white supremacy

 

We will plant

 

We will grow

 

And we will sing.  



photograph by Erica Bucci
1 White bodies, in this context, means any body that has been racialized, socialized and otherwise taught to be white via intergenerational cultural historical transmission in white supremacy/racial capitalism and colonial culture. Whiteness as an ideology moves in and through all bodies surviving white supremacy, racial capitalism, caste and racial hierarchies and colonialism, in vastly unequal and inequitable ways.